Cheer Up!

I don't know what's going on with me. It seems a menopause?! Ha!

Seriously, I understand what my friends and those who cares about me said: "Open your heart!"

I do understand, I just don't know why.

A friend told me I'm not strong enough, that really frustrates me;

'cause I always think that I'm strong, I can overcome all difficulties in front of me.

However, there are too many events fall on me at the same time.




Some complaints about me, some rumors about me...

I try to ignore them.

My life is simple, home, school, home, school....

day after day, my life focus on the people around me (who are students and colleagues)

I know I have to change this circumstance, I don't have my private life.

How pathetic I am!

I stopped looking for a piece of me, I lost it. He is gone.

It's time to change?

I can't see someone I want to see,  I don't have someone to cry on, I can't laugh at will,

I can't share my sorrow and happiness with someone else...

Well, the fact proves that I am weak, isn't it?

Ha Ha!

I'm too pessimistic sometime. So I neglect those who really care about me.

But now, I know, there are much more people like me, care about me,

I should not give my pressure on them. It's none of their business.

It's no big deal, why I always act it's the end of the world? (but in fact, I really don't...)

It looks funny now.

It's a life, girl! C'est la vie!

Getting to know new people, going to new places, doing somthing different...

I need to change.

Thanks all friends for supporting me, I always remember each hug, each smile, each word,

I should cheer up.

I am O.K. It's true!

Don't make a mountain out of a molehill.  That's what I want to say to myself.